Had a fun night out last Thursday with Niki. We ate and strolled in the cool evening air, and stayed out until gone midnight. Before this gets too mushy I should explain that Niki had a headache on Thursday and it wouldn't go away and as her blood pressure had been high the day before we were a bit concerned, so up we went to the labour ward to make sure everything was alright. After a while in the waiting room, we went into triage and they hooked Niki up to a monitor and everything seemed fine. They said we had to wait to see a doctor to be discharged and they were going to take some blood for some tests. We waited and were told the doctors had to go into an emergency so it would be a while. That's when we went to the canteen for a pinini and a drink each, then strolled outside to get some money from the cash machine. We were eventually discharged and got home about 10 past 12. Everything is fine with both Niki and Peanut, although the discomfort she's getting is making it hard for her to rest and sleep, and focus on much. Still, there's only a little while to go now.

Despite last week, and this weekend, the disconnectedness goes on. Don't know why I feel so disconnected from everything and everyone. Scott came to stay for the weekend and we went out and did some stuff, it was a nice couple of days and I do miss having my kids around as much as they used to be. But even having said that I still feel the disconnection with everything. Maybe what I'm really disconnected with is me, I don't know.

I have to go to the hospital tomorrow morning at some ridiculous hour for my 6 monthly check up with my heart specialist, oh joy. I've also got to get some blood taken for tests so that my GP can do my annual check up later in the month. So tomorrow should be fun all round.

Can't think of much else to say, although I do want to apologise to all my friends on here for the fact that I haven't been keeping up with their blogs recently, I just haven't been in the right place mentally to do so.

Anyway, see ya.