Well, here I am again at 7.30ish having gone to bed at about 2.30ish and not gone to sleep until about 4ish, sitting at the computer contemplating my virtual navel.

I finally got notification yesterday that my counselling, although they insist on calling it 'Therapy' is going to start on the 7th of March. It's going to be individual therapy at first but we have agreed that it will be flexible and may also involve some group work if we both feel it will be helpful. It's for 24 weeks, which confused me a little as when I originally went there I was told it would probably be for about 2 years all in all, I'll have to ask them about it when I start. I know it's good news but I'm still more than a little scared about doing it, I mean last time I did real in-depth counselling/therapy I ended up without a wife and a house to live in and then had a heart attack, I don't really want a repeat performance this time. I'm also scared because every time I've had some kind of counselling/therapy it seems to have brought up more 'stuff' that has been even harder to deal with, but I suppose it can only go on like that for so long before it has to stop and I finally get to the root of it all (or the roots as there are probably many more than one reason for me being the way I am). Still I am going to do it and put everything I can into it, I don't have any other choice, I don't want to have to go on with all the chaos in my head all the time and not being able to deal with any of it. We shall see what happens.

Just wanted to let people know that I've changed the song on my MySpace page, that is THIS ONE , I've put up some that I recorded last year on my analog porta-studio and have transferred to digital via my new digital porta-studio. The quality isn't the best it could be but it's pretty good considering. I would really like to know what people think, even if you think they are rubbish, so please go and have a listen and let me know.

Well, I'm going to leave you with a couple of links that I thought some of you might enjoy:-

This for all the flash guitarists out there (or even the non flash ones):-
GUITARIST

This is a load of useless trivia (unfortunately very USA biased) but some of you might find some of it interesting, I did but I'm sad:-
TRIVIA

That's all from me for now, love to all and may you all find your own individual therapy.
See y'all