Looks like I was wrong yesterday, the session with the counsellor wasn't as ok as I'd thought, of course I didn't realise this fact until later in the day when I managed to download something and screw my computer up by infecting it with malware. I got so frustrated because I couldn't focus on the logical things to do to get rid of it and just got caught up in the ball of loose emotions that the morning session had left laying around in my head. Needless to say this sent me into a rapid downward spin, luckily Niki came home from shopping a little later and managed to pull me up out of it with a massive session of ego stroking (I wonder if I could be in breach of my tenancy for having a pet, my ego is worse than any lap dog).
Anyway, feeling much better now but just needed to share my mistake to get it out of my head.
Hopefully this weekend will help me by getting me away from immediate problems for a few days, I can but dream.
See y'all.
24/08/06 @ 17:25